get back it the result.. i got a B.. hmm.. good ma?? i dunno.. anyway did the same things also.. msg her tell her.. dunno what will happen.. mon need hand in accounts project.. thinkin of whether wanna ask her to lend mi hers so tat to let her knw i still wan ask her quest de.. so i msn n msg her... but she totally no reply.. no choice.. i msg friend b.. she say why dun wan ask for her.. i say she no reply at all.. friend b say that she will sure send to you de la.. dun worry la.. but till now not at all... not anything is done...

haiz..at the other hand.. heard stories like she say n told someone tat dun send mi.... what the fuck.......... still thinkin tat i hav put down everythin to talk to you.. n yet you still like tat.. what the fuck.. u dun wan send then nvm la.. is not as if you are the only one who knw tis...

since you did till like tat i dun see that i stil have to do anything more to improve tis..

others stories about others is like say what.. i wan ppl to "ba jie" mi... oh pls.. i got what for you to "ba jie".. no look no figure no money no power no wisdom.. what i wan you to "ba jie" mi.. what the fuck....... if just cuz i walk away n you say that i wan u gals "ba jie" mi.. then tat few days she walk away she also wan ppl to "ba jie" her meh......

what the fuck............ now gettin hopeless n helpless.. dunno how many more story are there goin on..

result for marketin is out.. i just got a just pass.. scare mi i tot i fail.. the most no confidence is tis paper.. but mdis is wastin trees.. i knw why mdis sch fee so ex.. cuz all they use at papers n stamp n printing ink..... i msg n call her to tell her about result.. hopefully everything will be ok by then.. since we 2 did talk...

haiz.. i try my best to talk to her le.. is just whether she wan talk to mi not.....

i now then gettin angry.. i didnt say any single things.. n things has spread till dunno where.. n totally different story from last fri.. is totally diff story... why am i angry??? oh no pls.. i not angry.. is just tat i unhappy why is there a need for you to be so fierce.. u said wa lao i feel like beatin you leh.. tis isnt fierce?? oh ya maybe to you tis is not fierce at all.. but to mi uu are.. your tone your expression.. all tellin mi you are fierce.. you are gettin fed up teachin mi.. u can just tell mi u dun wan teach mi or u dunno how to teach mi.. is there a need for you to say you wan beat mi?? why am i so unhappy.. cuz when i was young i always get scolded just cuz i askin quest.. n now you are doin the ways.. what i say the last sentence is wa lao u so fierce how would i dare let you teach again.. forget it.. nvm.. i do it mysief.. tis is what i say..

oh pls.. now the story has change to i am angry cuz u dunno how to teach mi... how would i angry when there someone willin teach mi.......... all are nonsense.. that not the reason.... what the fuck............ all nonsense............

but what can i do?? i didnt get angry just now.. i am just smilin n dun wish to explain.. the more i explain the more things gettin worst.. but what can i do?? letting them accuse mi like tat forever??????? friend a say that i can just tell her i not angry cuz of tis....... n i can try to talk to her 1st to let her knw you not angry.. can i do it tis way....

but mi now is on the fire............arghhhhhhhhh..................................

is only 2 days later.. n things went all wrong.. what the fuck....... am i tat petty that you all thinkin?? ok i agree i am petty.. but that wasnt the things that you all thinkin.. i have my own phobia... i hate it.. i simply hate it.. gettin too sad and stress.. tears just roll down my cheek when i was walkin in the street.. why simply no one understand wad i mean.. haiz..

i knw i am stupid.. simply way too stupid till everyone is givin up on mi.. but i only wan knw the ans by understandin.. why cant i just ask... why cant i just ask more times.. why cant you explain a few more times.. why is there a need for you to be so fierce..

maybe i am just so stupid that you dun feel like tellin mi and just wanna scold mi off..

i admit i am stupid.. but i dun admit that i always wanna think tat i am always right.. i knw tat i am stupid.. i only wanna find ways out n solution........................................................

fed up........ dun wish to say anymore.. i dunno what to say also..

just did a test about myself.. was actually browsing through joyce mummy blog n decide to do tis test.. haha...


n tis is mi

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. In love, you tend to have high (and often unrealistic) standards.You are very sensitive. You tend to have intense feelings. At work, you need to do something that expresses your personal values.You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. How you see yourself: Unselfish, empathetic, and spiritual When other people don't get you, they see you as: Unrealistic, naive, and weak

how true is it.. i dunno..

realise tat i not writin my blog often.. i remember i told myself i wanna hit the target of 1000 post.. but now i not doin it.. aghhh.. is not tat i am lazy.. is i really dunno what to write.. now my life is gettin borin n borin each day.. so sian de.. haiz...

today early mornin go sch for the presentation.. was like so sian.. when my turn i duno why i super nervous n wad i wan say all i forget le.. sian...

rachel almost win the best presentation for female.. haha...

break time was talkin to her a lot.. cuz only the 2 of us.. we were like sayin about power ranger.. no choice my childhood time i only watch tis.. so i can only talk to her about tis.. haha.. but tis topic we can chat for half n hour like tat leh.. gal really gal.. can chat so much de..

after sch went to meet jess mummy.. she now was fine n good.. was happy for her also.. anyway we chat from 5 till 7 plus..

girls really can chat whenever they all n they dun feel thirsty at all.. like mi.. chat so much today.. i must be somethin wrong today.. stay at home too much till now wanna talk as much as i wan.. haha...

today just change my blog skin to zhong ji yi jia.. was like cool.. i like tis.. haha..

anyway today go out wit dear early mornin.. cuz his parents anniversary... is a very good occasion.. was was invite too.. we went to vivo at about 12 plus like tat to a restaurant.. wa.. the restaurant the chair super nice.. i like it... but neva take the pic.. lol.. anyway was really nice leh... but dunno why leh.. was very tired.. anyway go there was like happy n eeks... cuz 1st time eat buddla jump wall.. but the rest of the dish i dun eat le.. haha.. so sian.. but was still damn full leh.. lol...

ytd go celebrate my mom birthday.. was like suppose dear drive car.. but his dad always last min say cannot drive.. so we take bus 15 n walk from one end to the other end just to the other end to eat.. no money.. so only can treat mummy eat cheap cheap de.. tat the most i can od for tis year my mummy birthday.. hope tat she really can enjoy it leh.. dear dear from ytd book out till sun then book in.. so happy...

anyway today i went to dear house.. dear bro gf lynn brought her dog here.. so cute.. oh my god.. it keep walkin around.. haha.. so cute de..

anyway dear dear so sorry.. i always get my temper n throw my temper at you.. so sorry dear.. i will try to improve myself de.. sorry dear...

today dear bookin out.. anyway get a call from yun wen.. n realise tat i kanna accuse for nth.............

haiz.. is just a nick.......... doesnt mean anythin at all.........

feel irritated always when ppl accuse mi n without askin mi........

haiz... lucky dear is always there wit mi... i knw i always throw temper at him.. but sorry dear.. my period.. pls tahan.. sorry..........

what the f......... today kanna beaten by my dad.. what did i do wrong?? i only just ask a simple question to my sis n say i tot tat day you quarrel wit mum is about nail polish.. n yet i get beaten.. what the fuck...

my sister go scold my mom n let my dad heard.. n my sister blame mi say tat i say her is the one who cause my mom get scolded.. what i do is only just ask a simple question.. n kanna get accuse.. what the hell.. next time i just keep quiet la..

my dad come beat mi say why must i say my sister which i only ask her.. cuz i really dunno what happen at all lo.. my dad even say he pay so much for my sch fee since i was young but neva even return him any single cent... what the fuck.. is not like i am workin leh.. gib you money... wanna mi gib also must wait till i work la.. always also neva gib mi pocket money.. now spendin myself n i like neva work.. where the hell i can get the money for you...

stupid bro also go owe so much debt for what.. always keep us get scolded.. is like your debt n your fault yet scold others for what..........

what man.. my dad even say when i graduate better move out or get marry.. he dun wan see mi.. if i can i also wanna get marry n just move out of the house.. i dun even care about you if possible............ arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.. what the hell..............

since you the one who wanna mi to be born.. n now ask mi for money for no reason.. i dun have the money.. you wan you can take my life lo... since is you gib mi de... what the hell..............................................................................................

cool.. i finally write blog.. for so long i dun feel like writing.. cuz i really dunno what to write at all.. haiz.. so sian de.. my life is just so boring n nothin to do at home.. i always slp... haha... anyway new here..

1)both my best friend havin bb.. yea yea.. once more i gonna become mummy again le.. wahaha.. jessica mummy n yun wen grat wor.. mummy even invite mi to be her so call ban niang... wahaha.. so i have to buy new dress le.. spend money again.. no money le.. but for her sake i will buy.. haha...

2)till now i haven receive any of my result yet.. i have been waitin n yet dun feel like seein the result.. haha...

3)this few days keep raining.. which mean is my sway day.. is not sick then is like i keep fallin down... within about 1 week i fell down 2 times.. so xia suay... haha.. anyway is like damn sian.. fall down in front so many ppl de..

ok. i think no news le ba.. haha.. anyway thanks nina tat sun invite us to your house eat.. is a great dinner.. thanks wor... now i will try to update as n when i can... cuz i promise myself i wanna hit up to 1000 post as fast as i could... haha..

but then my life really borin leh.. what can i write leh??? hmm.. ok ba.. i will try lo...