sian... having a nightmare just nw.. normally having nightmare i will just simply the most only drop my tears.. but then end up just nw hw i wake up? is totally cry loudly till i wake up.. normally i cry is silent mood but today is really on the sound sia.. the dream is really that scary.. should not the word scary.. should say it that it is really sad, frighten, n really irritating.. i really dunno why i always have those dreams.. i just want it to be a past.. i dun wan this things always appear out of no where n also dun wan it to disturb my life.. i just wan to be happy.. but why always make my life that miserable..

always at night slpin i always wanted to have at least some lights on.. though my father dun allow it at all. but i always have those small light n to make my view clear... nw got lappy i always neva off lappy n that is the reason also.. but it seems like all this dun really help much.. wonder when i stay to be a normal person... i feel like i am just so abnormal..

sian.. now actually dun dare to slp at all.. but then tml still got work and it will be a bz day.. haiz.. think i should slp le.. if not i really will die man.. i just hope that everything will be fine n i am still able to slp well...

goodnight n sweet dream to me!

Today kinda very sian also.. today suppose to go hospital de.. but then my father is goin so i neva go le.. haha.. sittin down there alone at my "corner" was tryin to concentrate to study.. but always feel like sleeping.. haha.. what to do.. haiz.. today kinda reach home early cuz no one at home n i no need be so stress le.. lol.. actually today katie ask me go for dinner but cuz at 1st i tot i will be goin to hospital so reject her le.. haha..

reach home as usual swtich on my comp n start to watch show le.. then dunno how come come to this youtube user, inside is all the bang bang tang de show then come to this part whereby they compose de song.. n this song is compose by xiao jie.. n omg.. this song somehow really like me n dear dear leh... he always say i am ben ben.. n to me he is a da ben ben than me.. haha.. our own code.. haha... the way he sing i think still ok la.. but the lyrics is so meaningful.. really just like me n him..


笨蛋.恶魔

一个人望着天空 有话在心说不出口
寂寞空虚没人懂 想起那一晚的邂逅
你依偎在我背后
希望时间能停留在这一刻不动
你说我舆眾不同 好似偷心的笨蛋恶魔
让你脸红像苹果 当时的我心中充满疑惑
不懂你在说什么 最后才发现
原来你心中有个我
命运捉弄人说我们不曾拥有过
一起坚持彼此幸福的甜蜜感动
但我会在角落数着星星静静等候
如果有一天能牵起你纤细的手
我会紧握着向世界大声的说
这辈子只要有你就足够
其他的我都不奢求
我想舆伱编织梦
就算一分钟对我来说也绝对值得
亲亲你可爱的酒窝一个吻代表承诺
承诺会到永久希望你真的懂
愛你不怕寂寞我的世界為你轉動

and because of this song that really reflect me n him n i go find for this song for so long.. cuz this is not in their album at all. n is so hard to find.. he only sing this at the show only.. i from 11 find till 12 plus i think.. n finally i found it.. although very short but i think that is really kinda sweet.. wahahahahahahaha.. ok.. stop my lameness..

wanna oink oink become pig liao.. cuz didnt slp enough this 2 weeks.. too many things have happen n need to do.. *yawn*

sian sian sian.. today kinda sian.. boring day for me.. today need to do quite a lot of things.. haha.. some more i so tired.. cuz last night i was watching the hot shot.. haha.. but dear say that total ep only got 12 or 13.. n nw is like already ep 9? lol..

anyway last night was talkin to one person.. i not sure do he wan to be mention so i will not mention the name.. just hope tat he will feel better ba.. n dun worry peeps.. wk will not jealous de.. haha..

today after work go buy some drinks n i just sit at my usual corner.. haha.. reading my magazine again.. lol.. when i wan go up there i suddely saw a cat.. n he/she like trying to "sa jiao" with mi.. omg.. i dun like cats.. ok not dun like but is scare.. i just wanna walk quietly walk pass the cat but then whenever i up the stairs a bit the cat will run in front of me.. i stop he stop... n start to " sa jiao" in front of me.. both of us the position hold there for quite some times.. was kinda like zzzz. was talkin with dear dear on the phone.. dear say try to scare him away.. but i stomp my foot he also not scare.. then end up i decided to run.. those who knw should knw tat i cant run.. but then i still have to run.. haha.. stupid de lo.. i so scare the cat will still come after me.. n i more scare is later i brake the cat cant brake n bang onto me.. haha.. after went for a "short" run i look bak the cat is not behind le.. haha.. lucky.. but then when i sit at the corner of my place.. the cat is at there.. sht... haha.. but i just dun care.. just go sit down.. n he just walk away like tat.. lol... is not like i havin food or what.. not eatin anyting n yet he still "sa jiao" with mi.. the cat must be too boring tryin to play with mi.. zzzz

today wake up kinda early.. haha.. goin out meet dear dear.. dunno where to go.. haha.. so we just shop around at tamp mall.. haha... dunno why s'pore so big but dunno where to go.. i go buy my personal things then go makan.. cuz we haven eat lunch.. both of us very hungry.. dear dear meet me at tamp only dunno why he need take psp out with him also.. wondering acc me he have the time to play psp? should be dun have ba.. but i really think psp is not a good one.. cuz tis can really cuz family to break up everything.. hey i am serious.. no joke k..

today kinda bz.. haha.. cuz after work go meet dear dear at bedok striaght cuz dear de grandma moving house.. although is from bedok to bedok but they move near to interchange there.. n the house really look like.. is just tat the house kinda look much smaller than last time de... haha.. anyway overall still look nice.. really wonder when will i have my own house.. hmmm.. anyway have took some pic of the house n dear relative.. haha.. snap shot again.. after move everything is already like 4 plus... then dear n his bro go back home bath.. n i cant bath... hmmm.. so sad.. haha...

just now go hospital visit my uncle.. can see that he getting better.. but he still cant walk.. cant move.. hais.. like so poor thing.. i think my auntie more poor things.. cuz she need go bak malaysia come bak sg then go bak again then go bak malaysia.. hais.. ytd my cousin come sg to visit his father.. n they really cute.. really with them around the whole room does not seem so deadly.. haha..

ytd dear dear also acc me go visit my uncle.. my auntie saw him say how come he change so much or change le?? i was like zzz. cuz she only see my previous one b4 neva see dear b4.. so scare tat dear will angry but lucky neva.. heng sia.. tat y i tell dear visit my relative more.. haha.. like i always go dear relative house like tat.. haha.. but dunno he will ma.. haha...

today I am just so boring and I go browse at my friendster account n I saw Lovynn account.. So decided to just browse through her profile.. Cuz I remember saw her last few weeks ago at white sand..


n I think I really boring cuz I remember she sing one song that I have this song very long time ago when I was like errr 18?? I forget who send me le.. If I not wrong is joycelyn send de ba.. Then about 2 years later or 3 years later I heard maggie hp ringing tone is this.. i tot that is not tat popular so didnt think of that a lot ppl will have tis song.. but when i heard maggie ringtone was kinda surprise.. i ask her how did she get the song n she say tat is her friend send her de.. i ask her does she know who sing one ma?? she say her friend told her is 翻版的许慧欣... i was like zzzz.. haha.. n i told her tat that is my friend.. haha.. dunno she believe not.. say is my friend also weird.. cuz me n her not tat close.. ask mummy maybe she know more about her.. ask joycelyn maybe she more know her cuz they use to be st join de.. ask yun wen even haha.. she know her too.. wahaha...


ok back to the topic.. I was saying that I am just to boring.. So I search Lovynn kan at yahoo.sg.. N realise that this song is tat famous sia… I didn’t knw tat at all.. N somehow I see a lot of things about this song tat really wanna make me laugh…


If I not wrong I last time heard from dunno who or maybe is joycelyn say de.. She say that this song is Lovynn bf write for her sing de.. The song was written when the tsunami disaster come and her bf wrote this song to talk about the victims that actually die in the disaster.. but then i browse through all the website n forums.. i realise that there are soooooooooo many version of this song.. zzz.


I myself also dunno which is the real one.. But I saw others version of this song is like I feel like laughing sia.. Cuz some say she got cancer n she gonna die le so she wrote this song to give her bf.. But then zzz.. I just saw her few weeks ago… just take some of the comments from other forums ba.. dunno read chinese de.. i so sorry cuz most of the comments is on chinese de...


1) 根据网路的流传。。。唱这首歌的人叫Lovynn Kan...
有关这首歌来源的传闻有很多，有的说她创作这首歌后就病逝了，有的说她男朋友生了重病，她便创作了这首歌，但是她男友最终还是病逝了，她也跟着自杀了。还有的说是她男友离开了她，她才创作出这首歌...


2) 这是他做给她男朋友的歌
好像写了之后就自杀


3)不是他得病~写了这首歌后的几天才死的吗？


4) 根本就是。。。那女的生了一场大病。。。
然后，她会死。。。
所以写了这首歌给她的男朋友。。。
大家仔细听看。。。。
就知道她唱的内容是什么了。。。


5)背后的故事很感人~
是讲这个女的得了癌症~要死了~他就在要死之前做了这首歌给他的男友~然后send给933~
是不是这样我也不是很清楚~我是听朋友说的~不过还是很感人~


I go search on youtube n realise that this song really kinda popular.. Is like one of the dunno which show de title n dunno how come got MV also.. But then MV is not sang by Lovynn de.. Dunno which 2 person sing de..

This is the actual song i always heard n always tot it is..

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=p9ivp_jjJ5k




This is the MV and sang by dunno who..

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=XpYnl-KXREg

and i was saying about the show that have this song is korea show i think..

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=knhHIc9BCJo




enjoy ya

the song lyrics

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听
我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

心走了
去了很远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆过去却并不容易
生死由天决定
不要太伤心

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听
我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次
闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语
还没说给你听
我使尽全力
不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我永远爱你

today was like zzzzzzzzzz... sian... today i 1st time take trail test.. n sway thing is i saw terence.. yes... is our class ite de.. shit.. haha... didnt really want see him.. haha.. dun care him.. ingore him.. haha.. n just walk away.. n didnt really wan care him.. er.. who ever see this post or blog.. pls really dun tell him or anything.. pls.. er.. dun really wish to say why.. haha.. so pls shhhhhh....

so sian.. hais.. so tired.. *yawn*

hmm.. sian.. really dunno what to write also... today really nothin do leh.. keep playin mario and then read blog...

i think just recommend this blog then.. haha.. i dunno from where this person got my link n tag me.. so i just so bo liao n go read.. then realise is about story... so i just read n then realise that the story is still ok.. not bad i think.. if free nothin do just read tat... but i must say that that is a chinese story.. dun understand chinese can forget goin in.. haha.. wanna the link?? check it out in my tagboard or under my friend list i have put it there also.. haha..

at night again didnt go home straight so sit down one side n start reading magazine again... tarzen walk pass me again... dunno why always see him.. this time round they all sit down n start to chit chat again... this really make me think of the past sia.. last time always use to slack with friends at mac or void deck.. so long didnt have this feeling le.. my friend nw study de study.. marry de marry.. ns de ns.. bf de bf.. didnt have the chance to meet out also.. n i am always the one who wun ask ppl out even i am just so lonely n boring alone.. hais..

today dear dear bring me go eat seoul garden... haha... he say very long neva eat le so bring me go eat.. lol.. was like saying that i wanna slim down n dear dear go bring me eat seoul garden.. make me feel so guilty sia.. omg.. haha... but end up i still go eat.. lol... cant resist with dear dear request.. haha.. since he just finish his atech.. what he wan must follow also ma.. if not he will be like so ke lian.. haha..

anyway a lot ppl keep askin me how come i neva update my blog.. haha.. simply is just no life n lazy to write leh.. haha..

have surf this net... n realise there is a lot different version of mario game to play.. wanna play tat?? try this webbie then.. haha.. i in office nothin to do will be playin game or surf net...

http://www.supermarioarcade.net/

i think i am really just too free le.. lol...

today after work.. meet dear dear cuz he today no need book in.. hehe.. can meet him during weekdays is a very happy things...

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omg.. within a week i receive 2 e mail which is regarding about the mac bad news.. think for the time being i will not eat mac at all.. one is the mouse at tamp mac.. the other is about the curry sauce.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... really feel irritating to see that sia... no offence.. but really i think for the time being i will just stop eating mac... haha..



dear dear keep disturb me say that wan bring me go eat.. i ask where he will say tamp mac.. hmph.... always bully me de.. haha...



today dear dear suppose to meet his friend for steamboat.. but dunno how come dun have le.. stay at his house eat steamboat... haha.. have my mid autumn festival at dear dear house.. haha.. playing maple... haha.. tat is funny.. lol...



n see what we do?






too borin le me.. haha.. nothin better to do...

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today is a bz day for me.. haha.. afternoon gonna out with dear dear cuz have promise belle to help her get the cake at sengkang.. n we also gonna buy prezzie for ivan.. haha.. at night going woodland to find kat as i have promise already.. haha...


anyway about 3 plus mi n dear dear go sengkang.. we go shop around at sengkang n went to this action city n saw the bread that my sister have one.. show dear dear how real it is.. haha.. the bread look really real lo.. haha..



then walk pass this " chewing gum" haha.. i tot inside is what ask dear dear pull.. dear really pull n he got electric shock.. haha.. haha.. last time is me now is him... haha...


after having fun, we didnt forget our mission.. bought prezzie for ivan n go collect the cake.. omg.. the cake is from sweasen.. my fav... haha.. n is 2kg.. the manager say that this big cake didnt provide box so he only put in a big foam box.. poor dear dear have to carry.. see him so ke lian.. so we decided to take cab.. haha... ivan was kinda surprise we were there.. haha.. took some photo only cuz my camera no batt le.. haha..

dear, me, belle, ivan

lol.. i feel funny sia.. haha.. should be dear dear envy ivan tat belle got give him surprise party but i didnt but nw is i envy belle that she can help ivan do surprise party but i cant.. haha..anyway ivan happy birthday...


didnt manage to wait for the cake cutting i have to go le.. rush to katerine there.. haha..


my camera cant last long le.. lol.. took really feel pic.. n getting darker n darker.. end up cant see anything le..

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lol.. today i am just too free i think.. jane e mail regarding about the dunno what say msn closing or hotmail closing.. kinda irritated with this e mail... have been received this type of e mail since dunno when.. was like zzz... so i nothing to do i write bak the email... n it goes like this::


Hi, I have receive a lot e mail from you all regarding about the Hotmail/Msn is closing down and pls forward and send to your friend in order MSN will not charge you or close down your msn.Frankly Speaking i never even send out once. This type of e mail i have been receiving since 2 or 3 years ago i could not remember at all.. But pls do not belive it and forward or send to me.I have been receiving all this e mail and today i receive 3 more. Zzzz.. i decided to go check for it.. And i realise that MSN did really wanted to close down MSN but that is on year 2001. Now is already Sept 2008.. That is already an old news.. Today receive an e mail from my friend saying that MSN closing down. And the e mail actually provide a link for you to click and say that if you send more than 18, you will get your e mail a blue icon. I click on the link and read that there is really a news saying that MSN is closing down. But read it carefully pls.. It stated the date for the news in on 25 February, 2001.


This is the link stated in the e mail:http://news. bbc.co.uk/ 1/hi/business/ 1189119.stm



Year 2001 and i not sure how come no one realise it and continue forward it. At the right side of this website there is this stated on the year 2006. MSN/Hotmail have confirm that there is no such things anymore and that is a very old stories but yet still a lot of MSN/Hotmail user belive it.



This is the link: http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/4778046.stm


Maybe i am just too free and look for msn closing down.I have this link that also state that that is just a prank e mail. Pls do not send it anymore. 7years later the news of closing MSN is still on. I really could not belive it. People always say IT always provide you the latest news but this news had been 7 years and yet still carry on..



Check this link:http://brentp.net/2007/04/08/msn-messenger-closing-down-panic/ http://www.sophos.com/security/hoaxes/MSN.html?_log_from=rss



So pls inform all your friends stop sending or forward anymore. Once you see it simple just delete away and do not cause your friends or you receiving the same old e mail.






i think i really nothing better to do liao sia.. haha.. anyway i really wish that i will not those type of e mail anymore.. haha.. if this really help i dun mind do stupid things.. haha...


at night i meet dear dear.. saw tarzen n his gang... he told mi remember next sat... i say ok.. but still thinking whether wan go not... dear sure dun like de.. cuz he dunno none of them there.. but ppl have ask me already for so many times dun go feel so weird.. see how ba.. haha...

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hmm.. have a new target of myself.. haha.. i still remember tat time after joycelyn chalet i told dear say that my birthday wish is to slim down.. then he say ok.. how much kg lost is your target.. i think half a min n say as long as i got slim down i happy liao.. then he laugh n say like tat very ez ma... then i think again i say again.. say at least 5kg.. he laugh n say like tat arh.. like tat like hard leh..



joycelyn's chalet is on may n during sept i have fulfil my birthday wish.. haha... manage to lost about 8kgs.. wahaha... but then i still seem so fat.. like neva slim down at all leh... so disheartening.. so i decided again.. make a new target... till febuary i will lost another 5 more kgs? dunno possible not.. why febuary.. haha.. cuz tat time is dear dear n me the 3 year anniversary le ma.. haha.. and also valentine day.. haha.. so must be special.. haha...



have taken tis photo in tamp mall the toilet... n this is my target for end of next year...


i wan this to be nw...




n this to be end of next year... hais.. really wonder can i do it not.. hais.. sian...



think i must really jy for this liao... everytime see those slim slim gals always will use *envy* eye look at them... hope i really can do tat... JIA YOU HONGYI... haha...

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today i meetin belle for a while cuz she wan pass me the receipt of collecting cake... she gonna give ivan(her bf) a surprise of celebrating his birthday.. *envy* i also wanna giv my dear a suprise birthday party but he give me even big surprise... hais.. didnt manage to give him a surprise party for him.. sian right.. so envy belle.. she can do tat i cant.. hais... anyway meet her at tamp n we chit chat for a while n she have to rush to meet ivan le.. lol..

after meeting belle, i meet my mother go NUH. cuz my uncle hospitalized.. he dunno how he fell then hurt his spine.. so was in hospitalize.. was kinda shock then.. recently tis few days really happen a lot things.. hais.. 1st is my grandmother sick.. got bitten by mosquito.. then suffer from dunno what sickness is tat call in eng.. but is not dengue.. the oher sickness.. then everyday hear scolding quarrel over the whole house.. nw my uncle hospitalize...

everytime tarzen n his friends walk pass mi always say still dun wan go home arh.. is not dun wan... is dun wish too.. hais.. who dun wan go home.. home is always better than staying outside loitering alone outside.. hais.. sian sian...

my uncle seem to injured very badly.. he totally come move his body at all.. hais.. the most poor thing is my auntie.. she have to take care of 2 small kids and have to come sg n go back malaysia.. really hope he will get well soon...

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today after work went to west plaza with my mother n sisters.. we went to hunt for shoes.. i slippers is like gone case liao.. gonna change le.. if not the slipper look so ugly sia.. hw to wear to work leh.. haha..

on the way to there my mother tell me quite a lot of things sia.. is all regarding about my father and my grandmother de.. hais.. i really dun understand my father... why he wan to get marry?? it seem like he need a maid more than a wife... to him i think wife = just to have sex and to bear children(note: children not include gals but only guys.. too bad he have more gals then guys)
maid= to do all the housework n let him scold if he not happy n take care of him so he can no need do anythings..

my mother tell me one thing tat really make me feel kinda sad...

She say that lucky she give birth to the 1st one is son.. the 2nd one is my sister my father not happy but still he got go hospital visit her.. but then when come to me tat time my father realise tat i am not guy he didnt even visit me or my mother in the hospital b4.. n i am the only children that my father didnt visit when born... wa seh.. i heard tat really feel damn sad lo.. but who care.. i really dun understand why all man only wan their wife to give birth to son but not daughter... hais.. i dunno what to say also.. sian sia...

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today i go collect my photos.. haha.. i have develop over 100pcs... haha.. was kinda broke liao.. haha.. overspent le i think.. lol.. anyway whole life only once like tat.. so dun care lo.. haha.. i told dear tat i think hor next year birthday i wan something special de.. dear say i not enough of the chalet arh.. not scare no one turn up meh..

i not tat stupid also le ma.. will only invite for those i knw they cfm sure can de... n plan to celebrate in the hotel room.. haha.. n have a rave party.. wahahahahahahaha.. i think i really think too much le.. maybe cuz i everyday too boring start to think all this stupid nonsense things.. haha.. but better than nothin ma.. haha...

i knw dear dear dun like crowded places but hotel should be fine.. haha.. so who coming n think tat my idea is good pls raise up hand ya.. lol.. will sure invite you de.. but have to wait till next year liao.. lol...

after last week the long weekends suddenly feel tat this week is so short.. n dear dear goin for his a tech tis week so i will be very boring le... sian.... hais...

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today i meet yun wen in the afternoon for lunch and we spend quite sometimes talkin about her family.. today didnt manage to see evan cuz she didnt bring him out.. but is ok actually.. haha..

after talkin to her i really wonder is it good to get marry n give birth so early.. haiz.. dunno how to say also.. but just tat is like.. i tot he suppose to be very good one b4 they marry.. hw come he can treat her like tat nw when everything has change.. the other prob is about the in laws.. i dunno n not sure who is the right or wrong.. but for sure i knw tat i dun think i will stay with my in laws.. cuz wk got 2 bros.. hw can the 3 of us staying tgt in one house? feel lucky tat dear dear is not the only son in the family.. haha... sometimes i really worried tat dear dear will change anytime.. hais.. why think so much.. forget it..

anyway today dear dear bring me go watch wall-e.. haha.. he say wan to make up on that day that promise me watch movie but neva.. so nw he bring me go watch... haha.. n i highly recommended to everyone.. wall-e is nice n cute.. haha.. i dun really watch cartoon so when i say that is nice i think must be nice ba.. haha.. if not why i wanna watch.. lol..

today my parents and my elder sister will not be home so the whole house is like m n my younger sister palace liao.. haha...

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today dear dear book out come find me.. and i have decided to develop my picture.. so will be going white sand to develop my photos.. haha..

when i wanna develop de photos i realise i took a lot of pic sia.. but mostly is on the sun n mon de.. cuz sat dear dear is not playin his part to become a camera man.. so tat day took the photo also not a lot.. sat took the pic is like only i ask dear dear took de n cutting cake. other than tat is still i took de..

ok.. should have come to a point liao.. like joycelyn.. she post her blog sayin hw happy n hw regret she is havin a chalet.. haha..

Happy things!!!

1) Thanks for all who had come.. i really appreaciate it.. Thanks a lot
2) manage to get prepare everything just on the sat itself.. (haha.. i tot is not enough time to prepare. all thanks to dear dear)
3)this is really like a gathering to me.. no matter is on the sat, sun or mon de.. all who come is really a gathering to me... haha... cuz some of them i really hardly meet them de...
4) i didnt brought the wrong cake.. although mine is consider a normal n nothing special about it.. (not like belle de is a bear holding a heart, not also like joycelyn de.. is a 21 words. mine just a simple cake) the cake is really very nice man.. haha.. i didnt knw is so nice.. haha
5) was kinda suprise that i didnt expect them to turn up but yet they turn up.. haha...
6) i simply love all the prezzie that all of you had given me.. thanks!!
7) havin some times between dear n me..
8) i really enjoy the long weekends.. haha( from sat till tues!!)
9) the food manage to eat all finish.. haha.. cool.. i tot i will waste a lot of food...


sad n kinda regret things
1) i have invite about 70 plus ppl come but i only expect that about 40 plus will come.. but then worst is less than 30 of them turn up... tat is really sad.. worst still is tat some even agree to come but end up neva come n didnt even inform.. super sad n kinda angry.. haha..
2) invite ppl n say it start at 6.30 but then most of them come at 8 like tat.. tat is expected de.. but sad thing is my father keep nag n nag at me say how come still no ppl come... zzzz
3) dear dear promise me that will acc me the whole night on the 2nd but didnt.. was kinda sad..


ok that it.. it seem like enjoying more than thinkin those bad things.. haha.. overall i really enjoy it..

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shit.. I just slp all the way sia… didn’t knw that I forget set my alarm clock.. Cuz today I am going bak to work.. I normally wake up at 7.40 n go out at 8.10 but today I wake up is already 8.30.. N I start work at 9.. Sian sian.. Rush all the way sia.. have to take cab le.. no choice..



feel damn restless… slp too much le I think… haha….

dear dear say that i am really like hibernation.. which i think i am really like that sia.. haha.. i also dunno why how come i can slp so long.. lol.. today came bak work.. nth happen n tat is great... just a peaceful mind i can have.. haha...

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today we pack our things and go bak to my house.. Dear dear feel guilty that he didn’t manage to spend the night with me.. To me is over is over.. No point thinking le… should feel bless that he did make the effort to spend the few days with me.. Reach my house n then play a while the maple n dear dear have to go home le.. cuz he need to book in le.. after tat i just stay at home n slp.. worst thing is i from 3 plus slp till all the way the next day morning 3 plus.. then realise is so late le.. lol.. then i went bak to slp again



tat is how I spend my birthday.. Haha.. Lame right???

tired le.. dun feel like writing le..

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today I dunno how come dear dear can wake up so early sia.. I wake up around 11 plus but if I not wrong dear dear wake up at 6 plus in the morning sia.. Dunno why he wake up so early for.. But dear dear was not that boring.. He use my lappy watch his hot shot.. haha.. nw dear dear ended up like me.. keep watching show like nobody biz liao.. haha...


after I wake up, we go by our plan. We decided to go wild wild wet. But then suddenly rain so heavily.. Omg!! Super sian.. So we were thinkin to see go watch movie or what.. But when we reach downtown the rain has stop le.. Woo.. So lucky.. So we still go wild wild wet.. haha.. didnt manage took the photo cuz didnt bring out the camera.. haha.. but then we having fun.. as usual dear dear scare of playing those exciting de.. haha.. and also as usual was force by me to go play.. haha.. there is this tunnel one.. is totally dark inside.. so is kinda fun.. b4 us there is tis one gal.. she wan to play n when she go down she scream like someone rape her or she is running away from a murderer or what.. scream like nobody biz like tat.. haha..


when we decided to go bak it is already 5 plus 6 le.. Lol.. Went to cheers to buy charcoal and wire gauze.. Cuz today we decided to have bbq instead of steamboat.. Haha.. Tat is cool right.. My food can bbq and also having steamboat.. Haha..


after prepare everything my sister came le.. N sherlene n her family also reaching.. Haha.. Was having fun n nice time talkin to sherlene. Cuz we so long didn’t have chatting session for very long time.. Poor my sister n dear have to stay outside bbq while i stay inside the room chatting.. haha.. when about time sherlene and my sister go off le.. then we start to pack everything then we sit on the bed n rest a while.. cuz we will be goin to watch movie later... but then dear dear fall asleep le..


was kinda sad.. Cuz I was thinking to have fun n play n spend the time with dear dear de but he slp le.. Dun wan wake him up cuz I knw he very tired le.. So end up we didn’t go anyway but dear dear slp all the way till morning… but actually I got ask him dear you wan go ma or you wan slp? he say he wan slp... sad..


when the time struck at 12, I msg marcus and wish him and I just continue watching tv till about 2 plus then I slp..


at dunno what time dear wake me up ask me how come I didn’t wake him up.. I was kinda sad n no mood tell him.. I got call u wake up ask you wan go out or slp u ans me you ask slp de leh… he say got meh… zzzz.. Nvm… forget it le.. Haha…

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