sibei angry today.. Wtf!! I am working in logistic company not as a tel op or customer services… ans a call and just ask Sorry you are? Also got wrong.. Some more call in n just chit chat happily talkin personal things.. My manager still wan tell me that you should say who am i speaking to.. whereby she herself also say sorry you are?? i mean what wrong saying this.. knw that tis is not formal i knw.. but she also not company ppl call lai de.. she just my manager friend only n call in to chit chat.. f*** sia.. she really got something wrong.. stupid manager also.. giving stupid attitude.. only show good face to my boss son.. only play with him n talk nicely to him.. the rest like all die de sia.. C*****************.. i dun belive that boss son neva do anything wrong ever since he join.. manager scold me n others but not him.. wtf... tis is so not fair n bias.. next month i have no choice have to take lots of leave.. took 3 days leave for next 2 months.. n she talk n keep give tat stupid noise n sound say that i took so many days leave... F***.. she her ownself took 2 days leave for next month sia.. i am entitle to 7 days leave if i not wrong la.. i nw only took 3 days leave n yet they say that dunno what some must be unpaid leave.. also dunno y.. then she ask if is unpaid leave i still takin not.. of course i have to take la.. brother wedding i can dun go meh.. no brain.. is not like i neva tell her the reason lo.. n some more i am also entitle for 14 days mc per year.. so what wrong tat i took mc.. keep saying.. zzzz.. is not like i neva produce any mc at all.. S************

today so boring at work.. got VIP come.. also dunno who lai de.. haha.. all must wear formal.. lol.. i also neva wear very formal though..

today dear dear go outfield.. But then will only be back on thurs.. So long to me.. Although he also in camp but then still feel borin.. Cuz he cant msg me like last time.. Borin.. I think I am too dependent on him le.. Cant have my own stand n be indpendent.. hais.. have been trying le.. but things still the same.. think i have to try harder le.. today went off work early as i need to go kovan to top up my driving accounts.. no money le also cant learn.. went home early n my sister drive me there... my sister really a reckless driver.. really wonder how she pass her test de.. haha..

today busy day for me.. Haha.. Today my whole family going to restaurant to eat.. Go test food.. Haha.. For my brother wedding de… early morning poor dear dear wake up early n come to my house.. After much discussion, dear decide to go back his house to get car... haha.. cuz we have too many ppl le.. my family plus my future sister in law n with dear total got 8 ppl.. my sister car so small also cant squeeze in.. so dear go take car lo.. haha.. we went to farrer park de qian xi lou to eat.. lol.. the food there is nice n yummy.. but actually i dun like the atmosphere.. but is not my wedding so i also cant request much.. haha..

today after work go dear dear house n rest.. Haha.. Tonight we goin pasir ris park cuz shi hui got a birthday party.. At 1st was thinkin of not goin de.. Cuz no matter what we so long neva contact le.. But after givin more thought.. Decided to go.. I also dunno why i wan go..

pass few days I really nothin happen special at all.. So I did not update at all.. Haha.. Today fri le.. Will meet my dar.. Yea.. Haha.. Meet him at pasir ris.. And we walk around in pasar malam near white sand there.. I have bought one winnie the pooh de umberlla.. lol.. wanted to buy very long le.. cuz nwadays i always have umberlla in my bag de.. this really not like me as last time i hate to bring such a bulky things in my bag.. heavy and waste space.. but now no choice have to bring le.. haha..

today seem to be nothing special happen in my life.. But just that as usual working all this.. Just now my mother was talking regarding about my brother's wedding things.. So many things have to prepare.. And worst.. Me have to tidy everythin in my room to shift to my sister room.. i have so many things.. really wonder how am i goin to tidy everything.. hais..


watch the forensic heroes on channel U.. It seem so nice.. Have decided to watch it online.. Haha.. Very boring nowadays.. Watching show really keep me occupied.. Wonder if really one day without comp what will happen to me.. Maybe I will go crazy.. Haha

today i was online reading some news.. i then realise that 星光大道3 de Li Chu Ning commit suicide.. She pass away when she was 24.. that is so sad.. i didnt watch 星光大道 ever since the 1 competition come out.. but i watch 星光大道3 is cuz there were singaporean took part so i watch it..

Li Chu Ning sing so well but she committed suicide.. All because of love..

Love really very scary.. Can really make a person cause of love and ended up their life.. hais.. this is kinda sad...



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Today went to dear house, Wei Sian not at home.. i think he very poor thing.. cuz dear brother and his gf eat all the food up.. and didnt left it for him.. poor thing.. but lucky dear got bought some pasar malam food back.. if not i think he have to starve himself le..

Seriously dunno why.. i really have a strong feeling for dar bro de gf.. that strong feeling is that when ever i saw her.. i got fire behind my back.. i really dunno why.. haha...

today i meet the both mummy again.. haha.. the last time we met was like 1 month plus ago i think.. haha.. nw we met again.. lol.. we were out.. lol... the 2 babies as usual soo cute.. but this time round i have took the picture of the mummy n god mummy which is me.. wahahaha...

today is me n my dear dear de annivesary.. 不知不觉we have been tgt for almost 3 years.. 3 more months to go.. have been thinking the past 3 years.. from we knw each other, starting to talk, keep asking you to come for class, help me carry a bright pink bag though tat time you are not with me yet.. nw we have been so long..

really just wanna say, i am really very sorry that my thinking is always so negative that make you so hard to talk to me.. sorry to make you angry when i being too childish.. sorry that i always flare up my temper on you.. sorry that anything i feel sad u are always my tissue paper..

but i really happy that you didnt give up on me.. i really very happy i didnt choose the wrong person.. thanks for being there for me always.. although i always say that i choose to keep it to myself.. but you neva give up on me.. thanks a lot

谢谢你， 我爱你！！！

*shy*

today didnt feel well.. go take mc.. lol.. and tis is ever 1st time my manager reply me said take care all this.. haha..

normally she only reply say ok.. but today she reply so many things.. haha anyway wasnt feelin that good.. haha.. slp n slp n slp.. lol what to do.. haha.. tat it.. lazy write le

today borin for me!! but then after work i meet my sister.. we go tamp stadium there.. we go to gym.. haha.. my sister suddenly wanna train herself.. so i acc her lo.. since i wan too.. haha..

1st time go gym.. dunno what to do also.. n go gym also last min decision lai de..

at there we only manage do 2 things.. cuz was consider a lot ppl sia.. some more for so long i neva exercise at all le.. so that is also the max i can do.. haha..

will consider to go again.. wahaha...

today as usual go work.. though dear is off day today.. haha.. dear meet me after work.. we go to marina square tgt.. cuz dear dear meetin his camp mate for dinner..

went to eat at jap restaurant.. feelin weird with them tgt.. haha.. cuz i neva talk at all.. dear dear also say that why i neva talk.. he dun use to it leh.. lol.. what to do.. i dunno them ma.. if i knw them i sure chat like nobody biz le.. lol.. have took some picture.. but didnt post here.. cuz lazy.. haha.. i thInk my lazniess will kill me one day.. wahahahaha...

but ok la.. still got update in friendster..

today dear family goin out to eat.. cuz they wanna early celebrate dear's parents de anniversary.. haha.. soo sweet leh.. actually you ask me when my parents marry i also dunno.. they neva celebrate at all de.. so dun even bother to tell us when they get marry.. lol..

at 1st they want to go balester to eat de.. but then too crowded le.. so change venue to bugis.. we eat steamboat.. haha.. with dear family, cousin and grandparents.. lol.. n 1 thing i dun like eating steamboat is cuz the surrounding is sooo hot.. i always hate it.. haha.. but no choice leh.. We eat at the tian tian there.. dear de cousin say i look more slim again.. whee!!!! *happy* haha.. target target.. next year feb.. hope can reach till my expectation de weight.. lol...

today kinda sian.. after work acc my sister go orchard.. sian.. lucky today got dear dear acc me.. if not i also dunno how sia.. reach orchard at about 3 like tat.. then me n dear dear just walk around n shop around.. but both of us really not the type tat willing to just walk around only.. so we go for our lunch.. haha.. really wonder am i gal not.. totally dun like go orchard at all.. things are far too ex le.. lazy shop also.. lol..

bring dear dear go eat food court at lucky plaza.. lucky plaza is a place i every day also go de.. tat one no choice.. cuz i workin at tangs.. next to it is lucky plaza le.. n there sell the things all consider quite cheap de.. dear dear was kinda surprise that orchard also got sell things that are quite cheap de.. lol..

after eating we go around again.. both of us just too tired le.. today also wake up early so we just find a place to sit down n slack while waitin for my sister finish everything... we go to wheelock place n settle ourself down.. we start to take picture all this..

slack till 6 n my sister still haven finish her things.. we damn lethargic.. but we cant go off yet.. almost slp down there sia.. haha..

finally at about 7 like tat she finally finish.. god damn.. i think i will not follow her next week onwards le.. very tired sia..

go to dear house after tat.. today suppose tat he come to my house de.. but he was just too tired le.. n his mother also ask him stay at home.. no choice he have to.. haiz.. sian..

today dear dear will book out. but when he book out is like quite late le.. when he reach pasir ris also already hmm 9 plus goin 10 le.. haha.. meet him for a while.. b4 meetin him, was chatting in msn... thinkin of how to ans a quest that i neva really met b4.. haha.. being too pia kia liao, so neva meet any type of this too guai n religion quest.. haha.. but i always belive that love can change everything including your own thinkin.. so dun give up if you really haven give up on loving the other partners.. jia you!!!

meet dear and he remember... haha. to touch my stomach.. haha.. not i prengant.. is cuz i told him my stomach cramp ytd and he say he will sayang my stomach today.. i say that he will sure forget.. cuz he is always forgetful.. but he didnt forget about this one.. so happy... lol..

have ask dear about this few question about guys.. haha.. wonder what he think of it.. lol..

the quest is that which sentence that a gal said will make the guys hate most when guys already not happy.

1) Can you be more mature? 你成熟点好吗？

2) Just a small little things you need to be so angry? 这种小事有必要气成这样吗？

3) Ok, you are right, i am wrong, like that you happy? 你说得都对，都我的错，这样你满意了？

4) Want break then break, doesnt matter to me! 要分手就分手，我无所谓！

5) That is your problem, don't push blame to others! 是你自己的问题，怪不得别人吧！

6) Who you think you are? Dare to fierce me! 你以为你是谁？凭什么凶我？

7) You have change, you don't use to treat me this way! 你变了，你以前都不会这样对我！

8） You no longer love me anymore? 你是不是不爱我了?

9) Do whatever you want, as long as you happy! 随便你啦, 你高兴就好!

10) You see! Told you to listen to me earlier you dont want to! 你看吧! 早就叫你听我的吧!

11) Talk so much, you so clever you go do la! 说这么多, 你有本事就自己去做啊!

12) Like that you also angry? You gay arh? 这有什么好生气的, 你是女生哦!

13) Dont always throw tempered at me! 不要每次都拿我当出气筒!

14) My parents also never control so many things about me, for what you want to control me? 我爸都没管我了,你凭什么管我?

15) You guys always want ppl to respect you! (aa.. not sure is it like that tranlate. haha!!) 你们男人就是死爱面子!

As a guy, have a boyfriend, have friends that they are guys, think which 3 sentence that guys really really really hate!!

But i belive that no matter is guys or gals who actually say this things both party will also angry de ba.. lol.. So let see the top 3 that have survey!

TOP 1 : Want break then break, doesnt matter to me! 要分手就分手，我无所谓！

TOP 2: Ok, you are right, i am wrong, like that you happy? 你说得都对，都我的错，这样你满意了？

TOP 3: You see! Told you to listen to me earlier you dont want to! 你看吧! 早就叫你听我的吧!

My dear dear de ans is :

TOP 1: Want break then break, doesnt matter to me! 要分手就分手，我无所谓！

TOP 2: Want break then break, doesnt matter to me! 要分手就分手，我无所谓！

TOP 3: You guys always want ppl to respect you! 你们男人就是死爱面子!

Doesnt change much also.. haha...

today all finish work kinda early actually.. at about 6.20 i saw all my company de staff all waiting for bus at the bus stop.. haha.. then as usual katie n me will board 89 but this time round got keith along.. lol.. tired.. n stomach cramp.. then keith suggest that we go eat dinner tgt @ white sand.. walk one big round then decided to eat @ Hong kong cafe.. lol.. neva eat b4 though is at white sand.. cuz the only thing i always eat is only the mango ice.. lol.. took some pic as usual... n they still neva realise it.. picture kinda lazy update here also.. some more also dun have my face.. haha.. so in friendster ya..

we chat for quite some times.. sit @ the restaurant till about 9 plus like tat then we go off.. lol.. we like keep gossip about others.. haha.. n this is what gals normally do? lol...

just realise that katie seem to enjoy the feelin of being woo?? do some gals really enjoy the feelin? but kinda feel sad for th guys cuz she accept all the things you do to her but she neva accept you.. some more she got bf de.. hmm.. good quest.. as a gal i also dunno.. cuz i not like tat one.. haha... will feel kinda irritatin also.. lol... feel irritatin is cuz i dun really like the person so i feel irritatin.. lol..

anyway reach home as usual watch kangxi.. decide to ask dear about those question tml.. lol...

today was kinda suay... sian.. ever 1st time i do not have a comp to use for my work and i have to do it manually.. I miss my comp so much... my office de comp spoil liao.. dunno why cannot on also... my accounts de manager dunno why she hint like tat.. she say that office de comp better dun dl those no lisence de things.. but the prob is i neva dl any single things?? lol.. i can only say that yes i always go online.. haha but neva dl... she say cuz comp memory full liao.. so will lag.. zzzz but the prob seem like not got to do with the lag things at all lo.. is that everything cant open leh.. zzz...

super sian.. hais.. then around 5 plus when i goin to knock off tat time the person then come to help me repair.. then after tat he say that is cuz he insert the wrong ram.. the ram that he insert is the one that my comp cannot use.. zzz.. n this is not my prob at all ma.. stupid de.. lol...

today also the ever 1st time i got to work up till kinda late.. lol.. cuz got to do with the cargo.. zzz.. suppose to be sea shipment the cargo the air freight side collect it.. and suppose to be air freight shipment sea freight collected it.. zzz.. what to do.. have to wait lo.. wait till around goin to 8 like tat.. then 89 also slowly come.. waited for bus 89 for i think at least 30 mins? 89 really slow.. n i am so tired..

today i took leave.. go take my final theory... drag so long finally i took n i pass!!! whee whee!!! lol... really drag very very long!!

today kinda dunno what to do.. tidy my room.. cuz i hv to shift out anytime.. sad..

today is dear de brother birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! lol..

shit shit shit!!! today i am just sooooooooooo angry!!!!!!!! feel so cheated!!!!!!!! i wun say much about it cuz my sister dun wan let others knw what is it about.. so i have to just shhhh.. anyway tat is one of the thing that i am not happy.. still got the other one..

when i reach home, i on my comp go in friendster and realise tat she have delete me in my friendster.. seriously she dun reply me in msg is ok.. she dun reply me in friendster msg then nvm.. but must really be like tat way??

i was not the one who cause the 2 of u break... even you 2 break why we still cant be friends? i always only heard that only couple break up cant be friends... i dunno now even use to be friends but after breakin up with him you also dun wan to contact me...

somehow i dunno what to say.. is this kind of act is like childish?? dunno la.. dun wan talk le..

tml dear then book out.. only can see him for one day.. so sad...