today dear come to my house stay overnight. N my house will be full of ppl, My corridoor will be full of shoes and slippers.. haha..

why is it so? Cuz tml is my brother big day.. N dear dear is the cameraman.. N my relatives all here to prepare also.. Haha..

I today took half day leave n meet dear dear for a movie.. We watch twilight.. Haha.. Dear dun really like it cuz is like no ending.. I quite like it n even find it familiar.. I dunno is it got tis story book not.. Cuz I think I got read b4 but just cant remember it..
after watching is already 4 plus.. We play some games n we decide to go back home le.. Cuz all my relative reach my place le..

I still bzing trying out the video i have made.. but my sister keep pushing us faster.. n i finish i forget to put the animation.. zzz.. why am i so careless.. lazy do le.. so tired.. i have been doing the video for the past 3 hours.. haha.. so tired..

we all slp around 2 plus 3.. have to slp soon.. if not later cannot wake up then die.. n later will be a very very long day for us!!!

today is the celebration of maggie birthday.. after work i go dear house rest a while.. haha.. really fall asleep so fast.. maggie they all say that charlie will fetch us go.. but we wait till 3 plus 4 he still haven come, neva reply msg or pick up call, me n dear decide to go by our ownself le.. haha.. what to do.. maggie say need help, so we cant wait for him le also.. reach parkway around 4 plus 5 le i think.. then acc maggie go buy all the food that she need.. then do nothin le.. haha.. then around 6 like tat zac called n say he already reach enous mrt station le.. wanna us to fetch him.. so dear drive maggie's car to enous.. the funny thing is we dun really knw the way to go.. thank god there is street directory.. n i haven even see the directory yet we already on the way.. anyhw drive n we found our place.. haha.. i tell dear we must really pray hard for 土地公公le.. haha.. like tat also can reach.. haha.. anyway go back to maggie' place, we sit there do nothin again.. then we start to eat.. haha.. got my fav curry again.. woohoo!! haha..

today i having my auto driving lesson.. have to rush again.. very sian.. haha..

after finish driving, have to rush to little mika' birthday party again.. woohoo!!! so fast she one year old le...

When reach there, i saw so many babies.. include javier n mika.. but didnt get to see keith.. cuz keith got jab today..

n to my surprise i saw sherlene with si jia n one unfamilar guy.. i wonder who is it.. i tot i heard she intro to be "my bf". then i think maybe i heard wrongly le. should be friend only..

after a while i ask jane who is tat guy, she say that tat is sherlene new bf.. i was like woot! Very surprise.. Heard from jane tat sherlene quarrel with her husband n nw she not living at yew tee le.. think they gonna divorce.. OMG!!! 3 months back i still see the 2 of them come to my birthday party n everything is fine.. nw it become like tat.. hais.. just hope tat sherlene think carefully about it ba...

today we didn’t go anywhere.. But stay at home.. By the time I wake up is already 12 plus 1.. N I slept at tis morning 6 like tat.. 5 plus like tat then I reach home.. Haha.. Anywhere.. Later we got dinner tgt with my sister in law de family.. So we have to tidy a lot of things... next week my brother getting marry le.. so have to tidy a lot things also..

Dear coming my house later.. so tired.. he come le, he play game while i still sleepin.. haha.. around 6 plus, they came le.. we go down n have our dinner.. finish everything is around 9 plus le.. haha..

go back home, my mother wanna me talk to my father regarding about the seating arrangement of my brother's wedding dinner. .cuz she say my father disperse my mother's side the relative in all diff tables.. i was like zzz.. where got ppl like tat arrange de?? n i have to become the bad egg again.. tell my father about it and get scolded.. sorry dear pull you down also.. very sorry..

today is christmas eve.. Woo hoo.. I have been waitin for this day for very long le.. Haha.. Today a lot of program leh.. But sian.. Holiday eve still have to work sia.. But lucky tat today not working whole day.. Though is no diff of working whole day la.. but we can leave early.. haha.. i left office around 4 plus.. i still can go home rest a while 1st.. haha.. if not i have to rush all the way very very tired nia.. n some more it will be a very long day for me also..

today is such a boring day!! early morning wake up have to shift my things again.. my father dun like the arrangement that we have place my things.. but seriously i dunno y that is my own room i cant have my things arrange for myself.. i am not 12 years old that still need opinion to place my bed n decorate my room.. i am already 21.. he always say that like tat put look more like hotel.. but for what i wan hotel style... i only wan a cosy room to have a house room style.. he must be mad... always ask us to treat here like hotel but he himself treat it tat way... hais... arrange le n tell him that like tat put cannot work.. then he scold that then arrange till can put la.. ask us to arrange ourself leh.. arrange le u...


enough of this le.. haha.. after a while, i went to white sands..walk around n look for present also.. cuz there are some of them i have not yet buy..

was not in a good mood... thanks dear for being there with me.. thanks

today half day of working.. Then I rush all the way to compass point for my lesson.. I am always rushing.. Haha.. No choice leh.. Today suddenly air freight got things to do… everything all last min.. Then no one in the office also cannot.. So have to stay late then go lo.. was so worried that i am late sia.. so end up took cab go there. lol... lucky i am not late.. haha.. after my lesson dear n his family come to sengkang as they wan to have their "lunch" here... They havin their lunch at 4pm.. omg.. what a late lunch... was so pai sae cuz they come all the way here... after makan.. we go to pasir ris LIVIA.. lol.. dear parents decided to move house so was looking around for flats and rooms.. the rooms all look so nice...


if dear next time really stay down here.. It will be like sooo nice.. Haha.. Cuz is very very near my house.. Is only just a walkin distance of maybe of 10 mins only.. Haha… finish tour around.. We went back to dear house le.. I was so tired.. Haha…

update again..!!

today after work, i meet dear at tamp cuz decided to go buy some christmas gift for dear's family.. haha.. as usual, every year i will bought something for them.. dear always say no need buy de la.. but just buy lo.. since is just once a year only ma..

today in office I damn boring.. Totally nothin to do.. Keep thinkin tat why the time pass so slow.. Me keep on wan doze off.. But all the way I was chatting with joleen.. Lol.. Both of us got nth to do at work.. All the way chatting till she knock off.. lol..


after work meet my sister at tamp n we go gym as usual.. Woohoo!!! Haha.. Lost another kg.. Wahahahahaha.. I must be mad le.. Siao..


dunno is it fated.. I just change my msn nick not long n tis things happen.. I change it to 只不过谈了一场失败的恋爱旧一副要死不活的样子。如果你觉得你的人生在你分手的那一刻停止，那我劝你赶快找个地方自我了断快一些。不必多说！N now tis happen


after everything I about to go off, my phone rang.. Leonard call me n ask if wanna meet him a while to have some coffee.. Then I was like thinkin since so long neva meet le then just meet him lo.. When I reach I give him a call.. I ask if he is alone, he say no. with his friend.. i was like zzzz... then i saw him with another guy.. my mood totally change.. that guy friend of his is him(those who knw who i am talkin about should knw... belive in nuts!!!!)...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


I neva even show my tempered yet he show me his temper 1st by seeing me n then run away….



me n my sister was like standing there like noob like tat.. At 1st was thinking I should might as well walk away n go home.. But I think no matter what I need to give leonard face.. So I just stay for another half an hour.. The whole half an hour, my back was like something keep pokin me.. i feel the cold n pain.. sitting down there i dun feel comfortable enough.. we 2 didnt chat.. n i only keep hearin him say fxxx.. you bringing me back to the shadow,... you bring me back to the memories... all tis.. i really dun understand y.. it has been like 2 years liao n he still cant think of the brighter side?? tis is not call chi qing but is stupid already le lo.. nvm.. next time if really leonard ask me out again i better ask properly who he meetin... i dun like the feelin at all...

today borin.. though no need work but also have to wake up very early.. cuz tis time round i must at least go in to the malaysia embassy.. haha.. i today go there is already the 3rd time liao.. i dun wan to go there n waste time again.. very sian n angry de... haha.. reach there around 1030.. so lucky... haha... then queue up n just to get the appointment date which is on the april.. still got so long time... i can take my own sweet time.. lol..

after tat go ICA to collect my passport.. lucky today i no need to wait very long... if not sian again.. haha.. then after everythin i meet nina... i see nina now is like last time de me.. when dear just go in camp.. i totally dunno what am i suppose to do.. slack at home everyday... i can also understand hw she feelin nw.. i use to have tis feeling too..

i meet nina at tamp n we shop around.. i go see heels, she go see what she wan... end up we didnt buy anythin tat we wan, n we go to library.. we go search books n to borrow.. haha..

but i didnt borrow any books as i cant find it at all... not long after we go back hime le.. hope to meet nina soon.. so long we neva went out together le..

today after work.. dear come fetch me!! woohoo... so long he neva come le.. haha.. then we go to white sand da bao n buy back to my house to eat... time pass very fast after eating n rest a while i have to rush out again... i having my driving lesson again!! todat complete another 3 test route.. me still got long way to go... sian.. n i dunno still need how many more lesson to complete all.. hais..

eveing time once i finish my lesson den i rush to dear house.. haha.. all the way rushin... haha.. cuz dear say that later goin to his cousin house.. cuz is her 21st birthday..

it is very near to his house.. tot maybe goin there a while cuz dear say they always go a while only.. lol.. reach there so many ppl.. the place was small n was kinda pack.. n we seem to left out like tat.. haha.. after eating.. suddenly jason call me n tell me a very dramatic story that happen on him.. haha.. his gf broke off with him.. this not surprising already.. but the funny part is tat today he go to her house find her, she move house secretly n neva inform him. call her phone no n everything no one pick up.. he try to call him n finally she pick up the call n say that she wan to break up all tis things.. n she took all his money in the bank n left.. woooo.. dramatic right tis gal.. she only 17 or 18 n yet.. i think she watch too much show liao.. lol...


after talkin to him, i go back to dear n tell him all the story he was like kinda shock also.. haha.. anyway today was a bit fun also.. cuz me, dear, n sian was talkin all the way.. thinkin back, we neva really had the chance to talk like tat.. haha.. new experience!!

around 10.30 we go back to dear house then dear send me back home.. my brother was at home cuz he wanna tidy his things also..

goin slp le!! tired!

TGIF!! lol.. Friday again.. but today duno got meet dar not.. cuz dar say that he today meetin his friend, kang yong for dinner cuz is his birthday.. haha...so no choice have to let dear dear enjoy with his friends.. haha.. but he also very cute de.. ask him go enjoy himself he say he will come find me later.. after his dinner, he really come find me..

so i meet dear around 8plus.. cuz i haven eat yet dear bring me go elm to have my dinner.. haha.. we chatting all the way.. suddenly tot of what katie say.. she neva meet her bf everyday so she dunno why wanna meet everyday.. but i feel like meetin him everyday... if 1 day dun meet i feel so weird.. haha... just hope tat he will ord very fast n soon..

after such a long weekends.. from sat till tues.. today i start working le.. super n damn tired.. real tired.. dun feel like working also.. tis month i am just so free.. even the air freight also very free.. haha.. too borin le.. my life when workin simply just too boring... not knwin of what to do i start to watch show again... the new shows...

霹雳MIT!
我的亿万面包！

Love 霹雳MIT is cuz it is all about detective stories.. i love tis type of story.. even comics or those storybooks or novels i will read tis.. haha.. but everythin seem to be a bit lame.. haha...

我的亿万面包 was act by Ariel Lin n Joey again.. but is a brand new story.. is kinda of funny but then still dun think as nice as Miss no good.. haha...

Boring me!!! Nth to write liao.. *yawn* slowly close my eyes!!!

today wake up early as usual.. was damn tired.. haha.. 1st acc dear go to tp.. cuz he heard from zac say that dec poly start enrollment le.. i was like thinkin got so fast meh? i tot all along is wait till o lvl result out then start enrolled? nvm lo.. acc dear go tp n ask.. we were at tp around 9am.. n after asking everything.. the receptionist said that not tat early.. have to wait till next year.. lol.. zac have cheated dear's small heart feeling.. wahahahahaha... nvm la.. i think dear will manage to go in poly de.. just wait a few months more ba.. then after tat we go to bedok n have our long john breakfast n took bus to malaysia embassy there.. reach there around 11.15am.. n i am still late.. not able to go in again!!! damn!!! late by 15mins.. haha.. no choice have to go next time again.. hais..

then after tat we went to ICA.. reach there around 12.30pm.. but when is our turn, is already 3.30 plus.. omg.. have been waitin for a very long time.... but within tis period.. we walk around n look around.. shop a while n go have lunch all tis.. haha.. but such a long wait making me so sleepy.. at night i still have driving lesson some more.. so worry tat i will just bang the car.. haha.. what to do?? lol... just to take some nap while waiting.. finally is my turn n realise tat nw the passport cannot be renew.. cuz if you wan to renew you have to change the whole book.. omg!!! so i have no choice to change the whole book n have to collect it next week.. haha.. have to get leave again..

went to dear house to rest a while then go for my drivin lesson le.. n i nw just start to go for my test route.. sian.. seem i am so slow..

today the whole afternoon i was like tidying my room n shift everything to my sister room.. i didnt know i got so many things.. some have no choice i have to throw it away.. hais... lucky i was not the only one tidy up the whole room.. if not i will go crazy.. i was only given limited space to put everything... but i manage to squeeze everythin in.. haha..

after tidying everythin it is already 3.. phew! *sweat* then i go to dear house.. after everything.. slack all the way again.. haha.. too tired le just nw.. though today is monday.. is a holiday but dear no need to book in by today.. n i having my leave tml.. cuz have to renew my passport n my citizenship.. why so ma fan.. i always ask my mother why is it that they dun wan become singapore citizen b4 givin birth to me... haha..

dear dunno why suddenly wanna play back maple.. n some more is bootes server.. we super long neva touch maple liao sia.. haha.. i only knw tat dear always play aqulia server but not bootes.. he love his sin more than dit.. haha..

enough of my nonsense le.. tml still need wake up early...

today is slacking day.. morning dear come my house, then not long after i need to go for my driving lesson again.. so tired.. but tis time round i learn u-turn.... woohoo.. i love u-turn... haha.. dear say i siao.. u turn not ez yet i love it.. haha.. i love it is cuz i knw is hard but i neva learn yet i can do it swee swee.. haha.. of course i like it lo.. haha..

then went to dear house n slack n slack.. both of us wanna watch death note.. but dear comp too slow.. both of us waited till slp le.. haha.. then nth much.. at night dear dear come my house le.. haha.. but then at night i start to pack my room.. cuz by tml i have to shift everything to my sister room.. but i still have a lot not yet tidy.. so tonight have to clear some so tml wun be too tired... thanks dear for helpin me to clean my messy room.. haha..

today dear dear fulfil another wish of us le.. Haha.. He promise me to go to sentosa under water world n dophin lagoon.. So we today go after I finish work.. Was very happy.. N was thinkin of givin dear surprise.. I have give him a early christmas present.. cuz i scare he bought the same as me.. haha.. give him early he can use it early cuz he wanted it very much... n that is mp4.. haha.. though is not in the good quality de but i hope dear like it.. if i have the money le i will buy a better one for him.. but just 委屈你了。bought one creative zen mp4 for him and bought one creative stone plus mp3 for myself.. cuz both of us wanted to buy very long le.. n nwadays everytime heard dear say that his camp mate always use mp4 to watch show.. it seem that dear dear so envy on him.. so decided to bought tis for me..

feel that dear dear so poor thing leh.. he suppose to have leave from wed till next tues de.. but wed he duty.. today also duty.. poor thing.. suppose to meet dear today but he no time.. so i go tamp myself to go dye and cut my hair... and consider tis is the ever 1st time i go salon cut n dye my hair ba.. since young my mother cut my hair.. secondary sch life still my mother help me cut.. only sometimes i go to my neighbour for my hair cut.. even i dye my hair i also diy de.. cuttin hair also self cut sometimes.. or go to those $10 hair cut.. so this is the ever 1st time i go to salon to cut n dye my hair.. i spend $100.. is it ex?? i not sure leh.. but to me is consider ex le.. but the result not bad la.. for so long i wanna dye my hair red but neva had the chance to see red... always turn out to be brown.. sad.. but tis time i dye n cut it is red.. n is extreme red.. woohoo.. was kinda happy n also at the same time heart pain.. haha.. if my hair shorter will be cheaper.. haha.. was thinkin to cut it short next time.. haha... i nw simply love my hair.. woohoo...



I have finish watching miss no good.. Wooh.. Is nice actually…meaningful enough.. Who say that 恐龙妹没人喜欢只要自己喜欢自己，有颗善良的心，一定会有人看到你的美。Highly recommended show after fated to love you.. Haha..

today i finish work 5mins early.. haha.. cuz have to rush all the way to sengkang for my driving.. no choice.. left not much time.. n no time slot.. finish work at 6pm start lesson at 6.55pm.. omg.. damn rush.. lucky me here got 89e.. though is express bus.. but also very slow sia.. sian..

today super nothin do.. is just that after work go out have dinner with keith and katie.. this time round the feeling was funny.. both of them neva talk.. dunno what happen also.. when katie not around i ask keith if he was hiding katie.. he only say let it be natural.. i was like 0.o... dunno what wrong with him.. though eating good food but the feeling is not there... whole night feel funny.. lucky dear dear msg me all the way.. haha.. if not i feel so boring n tired...

so fast dec le.. going to end of the year le.. n tis month i will be sooo bz... cuz my brother getting marry end of the year.. the last day of the year.. that is ez to remember his anniversary.. haha...