was kinda bored.. so do this stupid thing when i saw maggie do this.. think will take for some times.

Started doin time: 2.30pm

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
When i Primary Six i think, riding bicycle and my bag was stuck at the wheel, n i lost balance and i hav fell down.. and till now the scar is still there..


2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
I have 2 phone, which one you refering to?

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Lovely song?

4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I know what time but my mother say cannot let other know.. cuz ppl will use your shen chen ba zi to curse you.. so is a secret.. haha

5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING
A peaceful home and house.

6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Miss most ma?? think baby time. no need think too much, just play, eat, sleep, and cry

7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
Er, none leh..

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
sweet smell of course

9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Yes i do have.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Yea, that is why i always neva off my comp at all so that there is light for me.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME TO WEAR?
I dun have perfume de leh

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
i like my dear hair

13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
At the beach? i think so..

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Both i hate n dun drink at all. hw to compare?


15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
CheeSe!

16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
nothing leh.. just have my lunch

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU MAD?
er, a, hmm, my sister?

18. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
i only knw eng and chinese

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
dunno leh.. my father give de when i just born so not sure.. ang bao i think?

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
no cuz i only love my dear!!

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Tell them straight at their face?

22. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
2(is my birth date and i pass my driving on 2nd also)

23. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
BRUNETTES?

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
my dear number

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
lonely

26.HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
spit? er, no ba...


27. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Always think tat i treat ppl tis way ppl will treat me back the same, but they dun i will feel angry.. and hot tempered, and many many more

28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
KFC CREW

29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
of course. always!!

30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
er.. finish my lunch not long? talkin in msn with maggie?

31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
er, a, hmm.. is either all things or dun change. haha

32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I simply got nothin to do.and goin doze off anytime. tryin find somethin to do

33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
er,a,hmm,hardly get complimented?

34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
drink more of it. haha.. like to challenge

35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
money!!!

36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
i want babies only dun wan kids can?

37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
er, ne zha consider ma? i also dunno why, sec sch friend use to call me like tat.most ppl say i am man.. haha

38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Yes..

39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
ALL?

40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
erm..last night, talkin with dear about how i realise i got who as my very very best friend cum sister. Talk about when you think tat they are friends to you but but when you need help they always disappear.

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
dun like at all

42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
fish ba?

43. ANY BAD HABITS?
a lot leh.. which one u wan? lazy, untidy,messy.. too many le

44. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD YOU OWN?
if is embarrassing de i will not buy le

45. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
think so ba.. depends

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
maybe?

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
complain n complain to my dear n my best sister cum mummy(jessica mummy)

48. WHERE IS (WAS) YOUR SECOND HOME?
1st home-work place 2nd home- void deck near my house

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
always.. tat y i am stupid.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
i deprive childhood. neva have a toy b4?

51. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
to certain ppl yes.(those who knw me should knw who i referin to.. lol)


52. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope..

53. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
er. eyes and er, see if he or she shun yan ma..

54. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
too many le.. nezha? red shirt, shorty, fatty,ah yi= auntie, red flower, ghost? er. still got what? i think ask my sec sch "friend" they should knw better, cuz all tis nick all given by them.

55. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No. My shoes always loose enough to take off like tat

57. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
a lot leh, yellow,red, purple,black, brown, pink? green?

58. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
none i think. i dun feel any pain till now.

59. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
my dear of course

60. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
who will ans when i dun even ask?

61. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
phone ringing(cuz in office)

62. LAST THING YOU ATE?
my lunch?(rice, vege, chicken?)

63. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
say le u also dunno, i neva see her before also. My drivers company de lady call rose?

64. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE PREFERRED SEX?
i dunno, all diff ba.. some look, some clothes, some hair, some figure.

65. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Singapore

66. SCARIEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO YOU?
is always a phobia to me that will not forget, but wun say tis out as to be is not a good things to say.. if u ask i will see if u are ok to knw. if u knw just keep it to yourself.

67. FAVORITE DRINK?
GREEN TEA of course!!

68. FAVORITE JOKE?
Joke ma? er. i got one list, u wan i can always give you

69. FAVORITE SPORT?
sport ma? soccer, volleyball?

70. YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown red i think?

71. YOUR EYE COLOR?
Brown black. to my surprise mine is not total black

72. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
i got glasses since 15 but i only wear it for 5 times only i think

73. SIBLINGS?
yea.

74. FAVORITE MONTH?
er, i dunno leh. ask me day i can tell you

75. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yea. love it!!

76. LAST THING YOU WATCHED
kangxi lai le

77. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR
everyday

78. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Er. ask who? my dear? no of course.

79.SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter

80. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships(neva try one night stand how would i knw)

81. WHO DO YOU SECRETLY LOVE?
i openly tell everyone who i love.. haha

82. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
From this moment on

83. LAKE OR OCEAN?
Ocean

84. BIGGEST TURNOFF?
Shhh.. lian hui.. wahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

85. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
last sat?

86. LAST KISS:
monday? 23 Feb? lol

87. LAST TEXT YOU RECEIVED:
my dear of course

88. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:
I love my dear!!!

89. DO YOU WISH YOU CAN SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW:
Yes of course my dear!!

90. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:
fav ma? hmm.. Baby!! wahaha.. tat what dear call me..

91. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENTED/ ARE ATTENDING:
HSCS, ITE COllege East, MDIS

92. WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
office. cold office!!

93. ARE YOU SMILING:
yes..

94. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING:
Tank top, jacket, shorts? wahaha.. always have to go warehouse. no need wear too formal also

95. ARE YOU IN LOVE:
Yes of course!!

96. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?
er.. recently de ma?Vanilla sky.. haha

97. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
what the diff between quest82?

98. WHEN WAS YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP:
like i always say.. though wit dear is not my 1st relationship but will be my last one.. wahaha

99. EVER BEEN DRUNK:
No. but wanted to.. wanna knw the feelin

100. PLAN ON GETTING DRUNK SOON:
soon? er. see hw.. no money.. haha...

End time: 4pm.. haha.. cuz i half do half ans call, half talking, half avoiding.. haha


i am bored enough to complete all.. haha.. but yet i still have 2 more hours to go b4 i can go home..

dunno why nowadays i cant slp well again.. every night always have nightmare.. not cry till wake up if not wake up with horror.. hais.. sian..


at night meet my elder sister for dinner. when dinner she talk a lot about her friend and keep complain about her. i feel lucky tat she is my sister not my friend.cuz i got xin shi i wun tell my family but to my friend n dear only.

i tell dear about wad my sister conversation and start to talk about me, hw i feel when last time i always have this... why i got family but cant share any xin shi, why the only person i admit tat is my best friend of all? hw my other friend treat me? i start to cry when walking home..

my dear was like dunno how n wad should he do, he say aiyo, why talk about your sister end up come to this topic to make yourself cry.. haha.. i also dunno why.. lol...

sittin at my house there de void deck suddenly my mother call n ask me to acc her to white sand buy present for my sister in law..

very tired when reach home le..

today dear dear then book in so after work i go straight to dear dear house to meet him.. after dinner, dear suggest to his mother tat ask ws to send him back, but his father dun really allow, so the whole family go tgt.. after send dear back camp, ws take over his father n drive back home.. but i think he stress arh.. at expressway he only drove 60-80km/hr. can see tat he realy stess. but overall he really not bad.. haha.. unlike me.. dear almost faint when i drive.. haha..

today really a day for outing with dear dear.. cuz we have the car.. haha.. so dear decide to go around n complete our place tat we haven go de.. our 1st stop is at kallang leisure park.. wooo... it really change a lot n has become bigger but then nothin much leh.. sian..

2nd we go to west coast cuz dear say labrador park is some where near there only so we go there.. reach west coast already like 7? lol... then dear dear realise tat is not at west coast... haha.. but is mine 1st time come west coast so we shun bian walk walk around.. lol... at west coast can really see a lot vessel n cranes de leh.. after a while, we decided to try our way to labrador park... but then we miss the exit so we go to terminal 3...

lol.. today we have complete 3 places.. now only left pulau ubin, which maggie got say wan go n we plan to go on the 14th march.. n dear dear also say next week we will go lebrador park le.. yea...

today me and dear dear rent car.. woohoo!!! lol.. haha... we today going to find jess mummy cuz she have to go Jurong IMM find her father but she alone so ask me acc her to go.. lucky thing is me n dear dear got rent car.. haha.. super excited cuz after i pass my driving i neva drive le.. we rent de car is KIA PICANTO(like tat spell? er??) i drive again today.. but long distance i will not drive.. cuz i have to help dear look for way to go but dear dear dunno the way.. haha..

picture as follow for today...

sian sian sian.. everyday got ot.. i gonna faint soon.. gettin more n more headache le... arghh!!!!!!! some more ot no pay.. zzz

dunno why i so boo liao.. after watching kangxi n is was saying about show n books... i suddenly wanna watch the vanilla sky.. i have keep tryin to find it online but was nt able to.. very sian.. n thanks to jason, he help me to find the link to dl the whole show n i have just finish watchin it.. i nw then knw why tat it is not able to show it online as it consist a bit of er.. R21 de things.. haha.. but overall i think the story is nice but is just tat at 1st i tot the story is like tat but is not.. haha.. will not forget that the beginning of the story is OPEN YOUR EYES!!!

haha

today no where to go.. sian.. after go cck look for jane n kat then i go hougang find jess mummy..

n see cute keith bathin.. haha.. he soo cute...

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY & HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR DEAR




today is the day.. early morning wake up go work already very excited le.. woohoo.. haha..

finish work @ 1.. then rush to dear dear house.. 1st thing we do is to exchange present... lol... i gave dear dear a couple tee n also a jigsaw puzzle photo frame.. he knw tat i hate to do jigsaw puzzle but no matter what i have to try.. doin tat on wed.. it took me one an half hour to do the outer line only leh.. sian... then completed it on thurs.. lol...

dear dear gave me something very touching.. is the flower that he make himself... he say that he brought to camp n do it de.. so touching... n one more precious moment de thing.... he still remember it.. cuz i told him tat when our anniversary or so we will bought tat for each other so when the day we marry n have our own house or room tat will represent the year that we celebrating.. n that will be our memories.. n he really remember.. so touchin...

dear dear some more cook for me.. he cook lunch for me.. so happy.. so yummy too...

though we are not able to celebrate very long today but i already very happy... dear dear say that everyday is also valentine day which is true but today is our anniversary too..


evening time we went to eat dinner with my family for my brother birthday.. was not that happy throughout but nvm.. as long as got dear dear i happy le..

we went to take pic at woodland, woodland de arcade got this take pic machine super nice nia.. can send pic to your phone through infra.. super nice.. see the pic diff from i took from the machine and it send to me de.. more clearer.. lol..

this is the pic i took with dear dear de..




this de pic celebratin my bro birthday de...

today suppose meet dear dear after he book out de.. but then sian.. he book out super late le.. not able to meet him.. so have to wait till tml... i cant wait till tml le.. cuz is not only our valentine day but also our 3rd year annivesary.. so i am lookin forward it and give dear dear the present that i have make for him... hehe

CONGRATS WS TO PASS HIS LICENSE!!!! WOOHOO!!



today it seem to be the last day to play with keith le.. soooo miss him... today we went to downtown east to have dinner.. then after tat jess mummy wanna go arcade.. i was like so shock.. why she suddenly wan go there.. haha... she say she wan see if can help keith get one toy.. haha..

then i suggest that we took pic tgt... woohoo.. but sad de thing is i forget took the pic in my hp.. if not i sure post out..

after taking pics and walk around... we go take ferris wheel... jess mummy ask the counter ppls if keith need ticket, the person told her tat under 0.75m no need. then she wan go measure n i say that surely have reach de... haha.. bring keith in the ferris wheel he so funny.. keep holding the pole in the middle like wan to climb like tat.. haha.. make me n jess laugh like mad..

then went back to her house.. at 1st they suppose to stay till tml de.. but don is back n he want to go back so no choice, he have to go back... think tml will not be meeting them le.. sianzzz...

i finally bought valentine day present for dear dear le.. have been thinkin all the while what to buy for him.. thanks mummy n baby keith acc me.. wahaha.. this whole week will be with jss mummy n baby keith.. n got to see baby keith the whole week.. whee hee!!! lol.. also shun bian become baby sitter.. haha.. he like to smile when ppl look at him n play with him.. he like to eat biscuit n always like to bite such abig piece whereas his mouth so small.. he love to play with walls n tables.. dun let him play he will cry n throw temper at you.. but if ingore him a while he will start to find another entertainment.. haa.. it seem like what he do i knw liao.. wahaha.. but was fun for this few days.. wonder if next week not meetin him le i think i will feel very lonely sia.. haha...

i have enough of everythin le.. sick n tired about it... really dn unerstand why i just simply keep my mouth shut n yet it seem to be like me i am the one who always create trouble.. but what i have done? i really dunno.. it seem like i dun belong to anywhere.. anger, disappointment, devastated, all come tgt.. feel so sick.. i wanna hav a peaceful mind.. i really dun wanna think anymore.. think i should have come to this solution.. used to think at least i can wait for dear to go with me.. but i dun think i can wait tat long le.. i dun wan to suffer, since i am nw consider independent enough.. but where can i go? anywhere or anyone willing to allow me to stay?

nw i have to find a place 1st b4 sayin anythin else.. i dun wish to walk till tis way but i do nt have the choice... ever since he got in to my room n i finally realise that this place to belong to me anymore.. i finally wake up though have been thinkin tat way all along but still willing to convince myself tat that is not the way... but this 2 days i have seen clear everything..that it.. no more.. i shall leave...

today is the last day of the CNY le.. I have went over to jess mummy house n bring keith to yun wen house for the last day of celebration.. And I have took super lots of photos… I took pic till my phone no space at all.. Haha.. See the 2 of them playin by themself n play tgt surely will make you laugh like hell man.. super cute nia..Here are photos..









Went home quite late le then.. cuz both babies she bu de each other.. haha...

have uploaded those pic that i have taken pass few days...


this is on the 24th jan 09 b4 watchin movie took de.. lol.





this was taken in malaysia.. all my nephew..

after kinda long holiday, i feel so tired always.. so lazy to work also some more.. n dear dear have back to camp le.. my mind is still thinkin about ytd the driving.. haha.. i really dunno why i cry n i really dunno where the hell i got the courage to argue back to the tester.. was like phew.. hmm.. thinkin of this few days what should i do le.. so boring...

After a long break i have not been updating my blog.. Was kinda bz with mything n have been goin out all the way.. roughly give an idea where i have been then...


24th Jan 09 Saturday
today i suppose to work but then boss have given the permission that we can off for the day.. so today i went to dear house to rest.. n have been watching show n playing games with dear.. then around evening time i went back home n we decided to go watch movie.. we watch is like midnight show? consider ba.. haha.. watch 11 plus de.. we watch the Fann Wong n christopher lee de show.. da xi shi.. abit regretted.. Is not tat nice.. a bit no ending, a bit draggy some more..sian.. have also took some pic with dear.. we super long neva took pic tgt le.. haha...


25th Jan 09 Sunday (chinese new year eve)
Have been at home for morning and eat my renuion lunch.. We always eat so early i also dunno y.. since is early i manage to go to dear house around 3 plus... n start eating renuion dinner with them again... wooo.. i am sure i will gain weight for this chinese new year... then at night went back to my house with dear cuz after tat we goin to pray at loyang there... after praying everything is already 12 plus 1 n dear dear have to go home le.. kinda miss him cuz i will be goin to malaysia n will only be back on tues..

26th Jan 09 Monday (1st day of Chinese new year)
Wake up not very early.. haha.. went back to malaysia at around 12.. Having some traffic jam at the malaysia checkpoint.. dunno y i am so tired.. Have been slpin in the car till we reach.. Back in malaysia we got nth to do but only to watch show n continue watching till my cousin came n keep playing with my nephew.. they all are just so cute.. love playing with babies!!

27th Jan 09 Tuesday (2nd day of Chinese new year)
today went back to sg le.. Yea yea.. Was hopin to come back to see dear dear… Reach sg already 3plus then go back home n meet dear dear at his grandma house.. so i go there bai nian.. there got lion dance n there we go.. We start our gamble again.. haha.. play till quite late n dear dear send me home.. tml have to work for 2hours only.. lol..

28th Jan 09 Wednesday (3rd day of Chinese new year)
Went for work at 10 n end at 12.. so sian.. dunno what to do in office.. boring... after tat we went for our company lunch.. Boss have given us each hong bao.. was kinda shocking cuz he have given us a big one.. lol... can save money le.. wahahaha... went to parkway there de roxy hotel eat buffet.. the food there so so only.. not tat good anyway.. Do not have a lot choices some more.. then after eating around 2.. went to tamp find dear dear.. cuz later they goin to celebrate his grandma birthday.. dear dear today just bought wii n they were so happy.. dear keep playing with his brother... they are like young kids.. haha.. heard their laughter you will also want to laugh one.. lol... at night went to bugis de fu lin men.. didnt took any photos.. but all the photos was taken by dear cousin -Ronson. Picture have been uploaded at http://teofamilyphoto.blogspot.com/

30th Jan 09 Friday (woohoo!! friday again!!!)
today after work went to maggie house to bai nian.. Maggie say that we meeting at 7.30 - 8.00 but then by 8 only got me, dear n charlie... the rest all late.. plus dear goin back camp by 12.. till 9 they still haven reach.. by te time they reach already like 9.30pm.. stay a while n we left le.. no choice.. i have work tml n dear need go back camp...

1 Feb 09 Sunday
Morning wake up kinda early.. went to pray with my family.. n after tat around 12 i went for my last driving lesson.. phew.. tml is my driving test liao.. scare.. after driving lesson finish went back to dear house.. there gt celebration for CNY.. once again neva took ay pic.. go to the website ba.. haha.. today only maggie came.. i have called up the rest of them but only maggie came.. thanks maggie for tat.. really appreaciate for tat..

02 Feb 09 Monday
Today i took leave n early morning went to dear house.. The whole morning my mood was not there.. super scare n worry.. i so worry i will fail it.. at 2 i leftdear house n went there alone.. i dun wan dear to wait at there for too long so ask him come later.. my warming up start at 3.30 but i reach there only 2.45pm.. was there super early.. sian.. after warming up n there go my test.. soooo worry n scare... after the test i tot tat i cfm fail for sure cuz i still argue back wit the tester.. tot he will fail me for sure so i sms dear say cfm fail.. but who knw when the tester come to me n tell me tat i passed i was like shock... step out of the room i start cryin.. dunno y i cry also.. haha.. dear say he neva see ppl who pass still cry till like tat de.. lol.. n tat is me.. haha.. go for a smal celebration after everythin.. treat dear eat n of course he have to go back camp le.. thanks dear for being there with me...